so, i've been saying lots of prayers lately. . . . more than usual. . . . and though i know i ask for a lot sometimes, i know that i've been given so much more than i could have even thought to ask for! did that make sense?. . i don't know, but i realized that after some much needed phone talks and a visit from friends tonight, i have been blessed immeasurably!
i'm so thankful for:
my family- i grew up with unconditional love and support all around me. if i had to be goofy or if i had to be sad, i have two parents who would encourage my stand-up routine or sit beside me on the floor and cry with me. through bad decisions and bad times, they have always made me feel like a good girl. i have my snortney too, my arch enemy until she moved away to college is now one of my best friends. my grandparents couldn't be sweeter either, the older i get, the more thankful i am for the time i have had with them.
more family-when i married adam not only did i know that it was the best decision of my life and that a more perfect match for me would never be found, i married into another loving family who loves me for me as well.
evan- yes, he's included in the family part, but he needs his own section, just for sheer cuteness. even in his new sassy mode, he still fills my heart every single day. today i whispered, "i love you" in his ear, and do you know what he did? he said "so much". ughhhh, he's a heartbreaker. . .he's also giving big hugs around the neck now and then switching the side his head is on and saying, "another hug" and back and forth. . .
my friends- lifelong: gretchen (almost every childhood memory i have has her in it. . . we will forever share a brain): still just missing you, smetch, and thinking what a big, brave adult you've turned into. . now, i have to admire you even more.
new: jill: my sanity. plain and simple. don't think you could have put more great qualities into one person. if i hadn't met jill, i think i might have gone bonkers. jill, thank you for everything. . . . you are an inspiration.
anyway, if your vomit bucket is full, you'll be happy to know that i think i'm done for the moment, even though there is so much more to add to this list. there have been a lot of things up in the air these days, and i just really needed to sit down and remember what is important.
word to your momma. kj out.