Friday, October 31, 2008

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!


Well, Evan had a GREAT Halloween....he was a train conductor and was so excited...yelled 'Trick or Treat' at every house and even followed up with a 'fanks' (thanks), usually unprompted....he loved looking at all the other costumes too.....it was a gorgeous night and lots of family fun!




See our spooky house below, courtesy of Adam 'Halloween' Johnson...cobwebs, giant spider, fog machine, and spooky music included...

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Evan's Birthday Party!

here are a bunch of pics from evan's little b-day party as well as the next day.....they're just in the wrong order.....the morning after first and then the party after that.... :)  we had a really good day...grandma o and papa, grandma & grandpa j, uncle brad and mommy and daddy all had fun spoiling evan.......he got trains, airplanes, tube tower, puzzles, books, movies, a sport station (throw some balls in the holes).....anyway, too much stuff!!  It was a fun day and the boy is still worn out today!  Thank you to all who celebrated Evan's first 3 years!!







Wednesday, October 22, 2008

PRESCHOOL ADJUSTMENT

Hey ya'll...remember how a couple weeks ago...or was it just last week...that I posted a big mushy post about Evan doing so well in preschool and blah, blah....well.....he's starting to have a harder time.....I don't know if the novelty is wearing off or what....he gets really nervous before and then when we finally get there...he is so clingy and doesn't want me to leave and just so nervous...it breaks my heart!

So, I guess what I'm looking for is....any tips from you pro's out there who have been there, done that.....how do I make it easier on Evan? and on ME!?!? lol......

Anyway, I have yet to hear today's report, but Monday they said they were very nearly calling me to come get him.....so, anyway...tips? pointers? pull him out of school completely and keep him my baby?? I know, I know......


Oh, and Congrats to the Yeates on their third baby girl, born yesterday!

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Happiness



It's funny, the things that used to make me happy....everything selfish....new clothes for me (don't get me wrong, that would still make me happy), new jobs, new toys...whatever it was that I wanted that made my happy.....and like I said, I wouldn't deny most of this stuff now, but that's not the point.....





HOWEVER, my point IS that the things that make me happiest now are things outside of myself...





Evan had preschool again today and is adjusting like a champ....When Grandma J got there he was dancing and they said he had joined the group and listened really well...I could cry for how happy this makes me...knowing he is getting some much needed social interaction and really enjoying it...this makes me so happy I want to do cartwheels...except well I can't 1. because i'm pregnant and 2. because the last time i tried i thought my wrists were going to break....





Watching Evan grow and learn new things, seemingly daily, just makes my heart want to explode...I'm so thankful we've had the first three years of his life with just him...to really know him and see all his gifts and be able to nurture all of these things in him...I'm really thankful...Last night, we were in the bathroom brushing his teeth and we were talking about my belly getting big and all of a sudden he leaned down and really quietly said, "Hi Baby...Hiiiii"...He's never done that before, never even really acknowledged that he "got" that there was anything in there... and it was just the sweetest little moment. I think he's going to be a fantastic big brother...aside from the hitting, kicking, head butting, jealous outbursts, driving trains over baby's head...I'm just keepin' it real, folks... :)





ANYWAY, I know I'm overly emotional and hormonal, but I'm just really thankful for what a blessing Evan is in my life....Even when that blessing wakes me up at 5 a.m. to go play on the computer...





I LOVE YOU, BUG!

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

What if??

Okay, as posted, we found out Oct. 2nd that we're having another boy......I am elated! Girls scare me....having been a girl my whole life, I know what I would be in for...paybacks! HOWEVER, when we left the appointment, Adam was not convinced....we got a very brief look at "the goods" and she kept saying "I think", so Adam still thinks, Nubby might be a girl. Jill also thinks it's still a girl..... I kept telling them both they were out of luck, but I have to tell you....lately, I keep thinking "what if?"

I am WAY more moody than I was with Evan...I know every pregnancy is different, but Wow! I could scare a vampire in an alley on a dark night! So, I was talking to my friend Lisa about it and she said, "Are you sure you're having a boy??" She sent me a test based on a collection of old wives tales and you answer and then it computes your percentages...Well, I got a 23% chance of boy and 76% chance of girl....Well, I thought I was sure!!! And, I mostly still am that little Nubby is my second little man, but wouldn't that be crazy if it actually was a girl????

I think I may have to fake a pain in order to get another ultrasound...that's awful, I know....but I can't help it!!

Monday, October 13, 2008

A good reminder....I needed this today...

In the interview by Paul Bradshaw with Rick Warren, Rick said:

People ask me, What is the purpose of life?
And I respond: In a nutshell, life is preparation for eternity. We were made to last forever, and God wants us to be with Him in Heaven. One day my heart is going to stop, and that will be the end of my body-- but not the end of me.

I may live 60 to 100 years on earth, but I am going to spend trillions of years in eternity. This is the warm-up act - the dress rehearsal. God wants us to practice on earth what we will do forever in eternity. We were made by God and for God, and until you figure that out, life isn't going to make sense.

Life is a series of problems: Either you are in one now, you're just coming out of one, or you're getting ready to go into another one. The reason for this is that God is more interested in your character than your comfort. God is more interested in making your life holy than He is in making your life happy.

We can be reasonably happy here on earth, but that's not the goal of life. The goal is to grow in character, in Christ likeness. This past year has been the greatest year of my life but also the toughest, with my wife, Kay, getting cancer. I used to think that life was hills and valleys - you go through a dark time, then you go to the mountaintop, back and forth.

I don't believe that anymore. Rather than life being hills and valleys, I believe that it's kind of like two rails on a railroad track, and at all times you have something good and something bad in your life. No matter how good things are in your life, there is always something bad that needs to be worked on. And no matter how bad things are in your life, there is always something good you can thank God for.

You can focus on your purposes, or you can focus on your problems. If you focus on your problems, you're going into self-centeredness,” which is my problem, my issues, my pain." But one of the easiest ways to get rid of pain is to get your focus off yourself and onto God and others. We discovered quickly that in spite of the prayers of hundreds of thousands of people, God was not going to heal Kay or make it easy for her. It has been very difficult for her, and yet God has strengthened her character, given her a ministry of helping other people, given her a testimony, drawn her closer to Him and to people.

You have to learn to deal with both the good and the bad of life. Actually, sometimes learning to deal with the good is harder. For instance, this past year, all of a sudden, when the book sold 15 million copies, it made me instantly very wealthy. It also brought a lot of notoriety that I had never had to deal with before. I don't think God gives you money or notoriety for your own ego or for you to live a life of ease. So I began to ask God what He wanted me to do with this money, notoriety and influence. He gave me two different passages that helped me decide what to do, II Corinthians 9 and Psalm 72

First, in spite of all the money coming in, we would not change our lifestyle one bit. We made no major purchases. Second, about midway through last year, I stopped taking a salary from the church. Third, we set up foundations to fund an initiative we call The Peace Plan to plant churches, equip leaders, assist the poor , care for the sick, and educate the next generation. Fourth, I added up all that the church had paid me in the 24 years since I started the church, and I gave it all back. It was liberating to be able to serve God for free. We need to ask ourselves: Am I going to live for possessions? Popularity? Am I going to be driven by pressures? Guilt? Bitterness? Materialism? Or am I going to be driven by God's purposes (for my life)?

When I get up in the morning, I sit on the side of my bed and say, God, if I don't get anything else done today, I want to know You more and love You better. God didn't put me on earth just to fulfill a to-do list. He's more interested in what I am -than what I do. That's why we're called human beings, not human doings.

Happy moments, PRAISE GOD.
Difficult moments, SEEK GOD.
Quiet moments, WORSHIP GOD.
Painful moments, TRUST GOD.
Every moment, THANK GOD.

Friday, October 10, 2008

Proud Mommy

  Again, not a great video, but these are the little moments I love...just hanging out..playing...listening to Evan talk and talk and talk....feel free to turn it off mid-video or better yet, try to ignore me talking...Evan is the cute part...there's nothing Oscar worthy coming.....but, it's my blog, so I can post whatever I want, right!?!?  

Toothless in Kentucky

Grandma O, Papa, Evan and I drove down to Kentucky to meet my sis, Courtney and her babes.  I had to meet my new nephew and love on both the nephews!!  It was good to see my big sis too, of course!



Cousins reunited!
Evan and Ben got along so well (for the most part)..they had so much fun sharing a hotel room with Grandma O. and Papa!  Both Grandma O and 
Ben enjoyed reading The Spooky Old Tree book to Evan....the boys each got a book and loved it.....
And, little Sam??? (He's the toothless reference) Well, he was just too yummy!!  Well worth the long drive on a short weekend!  He is so sweet and makes me nervous and excited at the same time about having a newborn in the house again...Courtney seems to be a pro already, so I know I can go to her when I need a pick-me-up!  Anyway, it was a great getaway, even though the Daddy folks couldn't go and I'm a horrible road tripper......Seriously, the almost 3 year old is a way better traveler than I am!  Anyway, I'm so glad we went, though it makes me miss them all even more.  

God Bless Daddy

  This isn't great (just a little glimpse), but I really just love watching Adam and Evan together....Adam is a natural daddy....I fall more in love with him whenever I catch these little moments of the two of them together...In this little video, Evan had been helping Daddy gather sticks and just singing away the whole time (as he almost always is)...Daddy just happened to join in and by the time I grabbed the camera, they were pretty much done, but they're cute anyway.  

SO MUCH

Well, Evan did GREAT at his first day of school.....I thought I was fine until his teacher asked me how I was and then I had to quickly hug him goodbye and BOLT before I started bawling...which I did half the way to work.....unfortunately, I had very good eye makeup when I started the day....so tragic.....

ANYWAY, he did great from what I hear ("I played monsters with the girls and I pooped my pants"....sounds like a complete day to me!)....I'm still having mommy struggles about not being able to pick him up and just all of it, but he's in great hands with Grandma J.

I have lots of pics from Kentucky a couple weeks ago to post and some ultrasound pics of "Nubby" as well, but the camera still sits on the kitchen table, just begging me to pull the memory card out. Perhaps, this weekend???

Let's see, what else?
Evan wants to be Evan Arvid Johnson for Halloween.....we're gonna go look at some costumes this weekend in case he changes his mind.....
Nubby has been wiggling like crazy....


That's about all I can think of right now...Pictures will come.....they will...no seriously, I'll do it!
KLJ Out.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

DENTIST

evan did GREAT! he was so cute and charmed all the ladies there...he got a little nervous, but the hygienist and I were able to talk him down with promises of special prizes at the end.....he was so brave, then I had to let Grandma take him home and I just wanted to keep him and squeeze him and be the overly-emotional momma I am feeling like today........

AND, as if that's not enough....he starts school tomorrow!!! Uggghhhh.....he's killin' me!
I love my boy.

So much to post

Somebody remind me when I'm at home with the camera to put the pics on the computer!! I can't seem to remember to do it!!

Evan has a dentist appt in a half hour...I am so nervous, my stomach is a mess!! Why?? I don't know! I just can't help it!! I'm nervous for him!!! I'm going to suck it up, but in the mean time, I'm having some serious anxiety!! It's so silly...it's just the dentist.....but it's his first one and he's almost three, and not necessarily cooperative and aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh....breathe Kelly...breathe.......

THEN, tomorrow he starts a preschool program...I have to drop him off on my way to work!! I'm gonna be a mess! Okay, I need to get some control......breathing, breathing.....

Ok, gotta go, so I can start filling out his paperwork!! Don't worry, I won't be nervous in front of Evan.....I'll update ya'll later....

Friday, October 3, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRETCHEN!!!!!!!!!


peach pits on a string

long lost tape recordings

playing school

playing office

forcing you to race

dancing with ken and kevin hangers

listening to 'Silent But Deadly' guy in the basement of your old house...

lots and lots of sleep overs (always careful to know whose turn it was to go to whose house)

days at your cottage (walking to the corner store for candy)

choco-sponges

clothes pins and pins

doritos and coke with the gang

pretzels and cream cheese

our "out of touch" college years

our "back in touch" college years

birch run trips (not enough, but still so perfect)

burping

poop talk

closer than sisters

joint vomit phobias

marriage

having babies

true friendship that most can't understand... spanning about 28 years so far

I love you, GretchCat....Happy 31st Birthday!
(The picture is the only one I have here at work, where I am being naughty...so focus on the two hot chicks in the middle! )

Thursday, October 2, 2008

molehill

Sooooo, all is well with the babe and with me and...............


IT'S A BOY!!!!!!!!!!!


Adam will be scanning in a couple pics after he gets home from slaying the deer...  :)

apparently

when you're a dramatic person, you can't have just expect to make an ultrasound appointment to find out the sex of the baby and have it be a normal, happy day.....you can' t just have an excited feeling and not worry about anything....apparently, when you're a dramatic person, everything has to be laced with drama......FOR INSTANCE.....

Today, we're going for a Dr's appt and 20 week Ultrasound, where we intend to find out the sex of the baby....I've been excited, but just now, my body decided to start bleeding again.....I don't know whether to yell or cry or what right now.....i will pray instead.....i will pray that it is nothing and that all is well and that we will still go in and have a happy ultrasound and the baby will be fine.

I just want to make it clear that even a dramatic person gets tired of the drama. I know it's in God's hands, and I'm really hoping that it's a molehill....not a mountain......

I will be sure to update later...hopefully, with only happy news and whether "Nubby" is a boy or girl....

Thanks for the vent, ya'll....